Sunday, November 26, 2006

too tired..

to think of anything to do but watch movies and pig out.. hehe =) chips, pizza, chocolates.. everything that's healthy.. hahaha!

last weekend we watched 'you, me and dupree' and 'the ant bully'..


there were a couple of funny scenes in the first movie though the comedy was obviuos.. and i was irritated by owen's character.. imagine having that kind of house guest.. *sapok* hahaha!

the ant bully didnt make up for what the first movie lacked.. =( half way through, my pangga wanted to stop the player.. hehehe.. he just didnt coz he loves me so much! hahaha.. plus, i wanted to know how it ended.. =p

today.. nacho libre.. cant tell much about the movie since we stop watching after his second wrestling match.. i felt that it would just be a waste of time.. if the actor wasnt jack black, i wouldnt even know that their antics and lines were suppose to be funny.. we'd rather watch the james bond movie marathon on the local channel..

any great movies you guys can suggest? old or new.. doesnt matter.. as long as it's worth watching.. hehe.. we're looking into catching casino royale sometime this week.. any reviews?

Friday, November 17, 2006

christmas in my heart

knowing that christmas is just around the corner does not bring the warm, fuzzy feeling i used to have..

..the thought of the holidays makes me feel kinda sad.. weird..

my pangga said that it might be because im not a kid anymore.. i thought about that for a moment and then i knew it wasnt just that..

.. it may have something to do with the fact that ive spent quite a number of christmas holidays away from my family.. and this year is not an exception =(

on second, thought my pangga may have a point..

christmas seems a lot happier and simplier when we were kids..

we made effort to visit all our relatives.. aside from getting aguinaldos and getting praised as to how much weve grown, it was fun! you get to run around with your cousins (without the fear of getting reprimanded) and compare 'earnings'.. hahaha! it was our season anyway! =D

i remember when i was little (much little than today =p), i would be more than happy to do a poem or something for the adults if that would mean more candies or aguinaldo.. hehehe..

~~~

does christmas lose its spark as one gets older? does it become just another holiday in our calendar?

i sure hope not..

i may know the meaning of christmas.. the meaning that has been thought and shared throughout the years.. i guess i just have to find look deeper and take on a new perspective..

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

I Dont Wanna Be

I Dont Wanna Be
Gavin DeGraw
I don't need to be anything other than a prison guard's son
I don't need to be anything other than a specialist's son
I don't have to be anyone other than a birth of two souls in one
Part of where I'm going is knowing where I'm coming from
I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by a deadly crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one to notice?
I can't be the only one who's learned
I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think about me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
Can I have everyone's attention please
See, not like this and that
You're gonna have to leave
I came from the mountain, the crust of creation
My whole situation made from clay, dust, stone
And now I'm telling everybody
I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I'm trying to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I don't want to be (4X)

Friday, November 10, 2006

..sabi nila'y Pilipino

there's a mixture of nationalities here in the office.. with that comes the different languages being spoken by each group..
 
it's funny how we tend to speak our national language more while in the office.. for us filipinos, not just our usual tagalog but rather the tagalog words that will make you sound like balagtas.. =p
 
i was in the washroom when a group of filipinos got in.. they were discussing something about their bosses..
 
afraid that someone will here them.. specifically the person in the last cubicle (which is moi.. hehehe), they spoke in tagalog which was quite amusing.. hahaha! coz they were grasping for words.. trying to say the deepest tagalog word they know in an effort not use any word that might still be connected to english.. like proseso still sounds like process.. i can here them saying something like.. 'ang mga pinuno natin, nagtatalo-talo tungkol sa pamamaraan ng..'
 
i knew they were waiting for me to get out of the washroom so that they can speak freely.. but since i knew who these ladies were.. i intentionally stayed a bit longer to listen to them.. hahaha!
 
when i got out.. sabi nila.. 'kaw lang pala! nagkabalu-baluktot na dila ko kakatagalog!' =p

Monday, November 06, 2006

the covenant and ice age 2

the covenant.. is about four young men (according to my officemate, yummy guys.. hehe..) who are descendants of witches with great seductive powers that can consume a person.. the power is so addictive and destructive that causes the physical body of the owner to degrade with every use..

ok where do i start.. since this movie was done by the creators of underworld the effects and action scenes are pretty much as expected.. good but nothing new.. the movie doesnt move much in any direction.. no building up of characters or plot even..

the movie starts off with the history of witch families.. makes you think that you're in for something quite eerie and scary.. however, a few scenes later, you find out that the movie wanders without much aim at all.. it could have passed for a tv series maybe but not a full length movie..

ice age 2.. nothing much is to be said about this movie.. i've been bugging people to give me a copy of the movie since i missed it on the big screen.. i finally got a copy last friday.. i guess the anticipation got me expecting much..

half way through the movie.. i found myself saying that it was kinda dragging.. and i havent laughed yet.. =S and my pangga, knowing that i can laugh at the most shallow cartoon joke, knew that the movie was nothing grand.. the nut crazy squirrel appeared a lot of times like an ice breaker to a show.. but that was it.. i thought maybe there's a twist somewhere because they're the last two mammoths on earth.. but right after the meltdown there came this herd of mammoth out of nowhere.. =S building up the love story and continuity of species for nothing =S (hehehe.. that's just the disappointed kid in me talking.. =p)

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

happiness is a state of mind

yesterday was once of those days you wish you didnt have to go through.. but unfortunately you had to.. it sucked the life out of me that i wasnt much of a good company by the end of the day *sowee pangga*
 
i was in no mood to do anything.. i ended up reorganizing my mp3s.. renaming the filenames and placing titles as well.. =p
 
today.. i choose to have a good day.. may not be great.. but good enough to get the most out of the day..
 
happiness is a state of mind.. =)
 
Quotes on Happiness
Remez Sasson
 
Inspiring quotes and phrases are like vitamins to the soul.
 
Happiness is within you. When you stop the chatter of the mind and expel your worries and fears you find out that happiness surfaces from within you.
 
Happiness is not something far away and unattainable, and it does not depend on circumstances.
 
Happiness is one of the most important treasures. It is within your precious soul. All you have to do is dig it out and enjoy it.
 
There is no need to search for happiness or to create it. There is no need to undergo all kinds of outer experiences in order to feel it. On the contrary, everything has to be dropped in order to experience it.
 
Happiness is always here, but covered by thoughts, desires and fears.
 
Happiness comes from within.
 
Your attitude decides whether you are happy or not. You can change your attitude.
 
Happiness is a state of mind. More correctly put, it is the state beyond the mind.
 
It is our attitude that makes us feel happy or unhappy.
 
Your thoughts and worries hide away your happiness.
 
If you smile while you talk, you make people happy.
 
A calm and detached mind is the gate to true happiness.
 
Happiness is experienced after a problem has been solved, a fear has disappeared or after realizing a desire. At this moment the mind is released from it fears, worries and desires and becomes quiet, letting the happiness emerge.
 
Look at the happy side of life, and you will develop the happiness habit.
 
Learn to laugh. This will make you feel better.
 
Focusing your mind on everything that you do, increases your control over your mind, which makes it easier for the inner joy to manifest.
 
Your inner nature is bliss and joy. Clean your mind of thoughts and worries and you will find this treasure within you.
 
When you wake up from deep sleep you feel happy. This is because the mind was quiet. If you are able to make your mind quiet in your waking hours you will experience happiness.
 
Each day do something to make you feel happy, until this becomes a habit.
 
Cheerfulness is contagious. Choose cheerful people for your friends and you become cheerful too.
 
Sharing and accepting other people's happiness increases our own happiness.
 
Choose happiness, concentrate on happiness and you will find it everywhere.
 
Let the joy in your heart overflow and water everyone you meet.
 
Pleasure comes from the outside, happiness from the inside