christmas in my heart
knowing that christmas is just around the corner does not bring the warm, fuzzy feeling i used to have....the thought of the holidays makes me feel kinda sad.. weird..
my pangga said that it might be because im not a kid anymore.. i thought about that for a moment and then i knew it wasnt just that..
.. it may have something to do with the fact that ive spent quite a number of christmas holidays away from my family.. and this year is not an exception =(
on second, thought my pangga may have a point..
christmas seems a lot happier and simplier when we were kids..
we made effort to visit all our relatives.. aside from getting aguinaldos and getting praised as to how much weve grown, it was fun! you get to run around with your cousins (without the fear of getting reprimanded) and compare 'earnings'.. hahaha! it was our season anyway! =D
i remember when i was little (much little than today =p), i would be more than happy to do a poem or something for the adults if that would mean more candies or aguinaldo.. hehehe..
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does christmas lose its spark as one gets older? does it become just another holiday in our calendar?
i sure hope not..
i may know the meaning of christmas.. the meaning that has been thought and shared throughout the years.. i guess i just have to find look deeper and take on a new perspective..
posted by jane @ 11/17/2006 11:12:00 AM
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