Friday, June 29, 2007

barenaked

BARENAKED
 Jennifer Love Hewit

Do you ever have that dream
where you're walking naked down the street
and everyone just stares
Do you ever feel so deep
that you speak your mind
to put others straight to sleep
You wonder if anybody cares
Sometimes I think I'm the only one
whose day turned out unlike it had begun

And I feel bare naked
And I just can't take it
I'm getting jaded
No I just can't fake it anymore
'Cuz I'm bare naked
And I know life's what you make it
Wish I could float away
to some other day

You ever go downstairs to start your day
but your car's not there
Yeah you know the joke's on you
You ever try your luck with a pickup line
But you just sucked
You tell yourself it wasn't you
And I know it's hard to hold it inside
It's days like these I run and hide

When I feel bare naked
And I just can't take it
I'm getting jaded
No I just can't fake it anymore
'Cuz I'm bare naked
And I know life's what you make it
Wish I could float away
to some other day

It's all a state of mind
but I don't mind trying to find a way
to keep my head above the mess I make
what the world creates
sometimes it feels so good to let it all fall
as the world fall
I may fall
we all may fall
and then the world comes tumbling
down down down down down

I'm bare naked
And I just can't take it
I'm getting jaded
No I just can't fake it anymore
'Cuz I'm bare naked
And I know life's what you make it
Wish I could float away
to some other day

When I feel .. feel (bare naked) .. feel
When I feel ..
Yeah no no no ..

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

zen stone plus!

and there it was.. just as i suspected! =D kewl!
 
finally!  the v2 just came out.. with a bigger space, an FM and screen..
 
im definitely buying myself one this saturday =D (unless i read i bad review that would make me think otherwise.. mwehehehe) =p
 

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

i dare you

I Dare You
 
Hello, let me introduce you to
The characters
in the show. One says yes, one says no.
Decide - which voice in your head you can keep alive.
 
Even in madness,
I know you still believe.
Paint me on canvas so I become
What you could never be.
 
I dare you to tell me to walk through fire,
Wear my soul and call me a liar.
I dare you to tell me to walk through fire.
I dare you to tell me,
I dare you to.
 
Hello, are you still chasing
The memories
in shadows? Some stay young, some grow old,
Come alive, there are thoughts unclear. You can never hide
 
Even in madness,
I know you still believe.
Paint me on canvas so I become
What you could never be.
 
I dare you to tell me to walk through fire.
Wear my soul and call me a liar.
I dare you to tell me to walk through fire.
I dare you to tell me-I dare you to
 
Hello...
Hello...
I dare you to tell me to walk through fire.
Wear my soul and call me a liar
I dare you to tell me to walk through fire.
I dare you to tell me- I dare you to.
 
Hello...
Hello...
I dare you to tell me. I dare you to.
I dare you to tell me - I dare you to
~ i liked this song the first time i heard it.. not so much of the lyrics coz i still havent really looked it up before.. it's more of the melody..
 
i heard it again in my player this afternoon and been wondering what it is about..
 
i can understand (i think.. hehehe..) the part where it said "wear my soul and call me a liar".. it's pretty much asking or telling someone judging you to wear your shoes and then see where he stands after that.. hmpft! =p
 
other than that.. i dont think i can say anything more as of this moment.. heehee..
 
how 'bout you guys? =)

passenger seat

10pm.. that's the time i decided to finally shut down my pc and leave the office for another day..
 
good thing i can take a cab and reimburse that expense at least..
 
i had the cab drop me off the mini-mart by the gasoline station where i bought my dinner.. a cold sandwich (microwavable), a bottle of peach green tea and a hello panda cookie pack =)
 
when i got to the house.. i made a playlist of slow songs.. and got ready for bed.. i guess i was so tired i forgot to eat my dinner and fell asleep..
 
i woke up this morning to the song 'passenger seat'.. *sigh*
 
Passenger Seat
by Stephen Speaks
 
I look at her and have to smile
As we go driving for a while
Her hair blowing in the open window of my car, and
As we go, the traffic lights
I watch them glimmer in her eyes
In the darkness of the evening, and
 
I’ve got all that I need
Right here in the passenger seat
Oh and I can’t keep my eyes on the road
Knowing that she’s inches from me
 
We stop to get something to drink
My mind clouds and I can’t think
Scared to death to say I love her
Then the moon peeks from the clouds
I hear my heartbeat it’s so loud
Try to tell her simply, that
 
Chorus
 
i really miss my pangga..

Monday, June 11, 2007

officially moved out

ive officially moved out from my condo and currently staying with friends.. this has been the reason why ive been so darn busy the past couple of days..
 
aside from my usual over time in the office.. ive to stay up late and pack.. arrange for the shipping of my not-so-used-stuffs back to manila.. close accounts.. settle payments.. cry about how im leaving my lovely place.. be ready for the handover of the place.. tranfer my stuffs to my friends' unit.. cry some more.. and clean the place so i can get my full (hopefully) deposit.. phew!
 
my whole body is aching from all the lifting and transfer.. =/
 
everything that's happening is kinda sad, happy and scary at the same time.. a whole gamut of emotions.. =S
 
sad that im leaving the place where my pangga and i has spent so much time.. i can still remember the time we moved in.. we were so excited that i took pictures of everything in the house.. even the toilet bowl cover.. =D
 
sometimes we would spend the whole weekend at home.. in the morning, reading the papers and drinking coffee by the pool.. in the afternoon, id do laps in the pool while my pangga's playing games on his laptop and cheering me on to do more laps.. =p
 
we've hosted a lot of barbeque parties, team buildings, kareoke night, bridal showers and pizza nights.. *sigh*
 
happy, coz this moving out means that im just a couple of months away from being with my pangga.. *cartwheel* =D
 
scared.. of the adjustment that i would have to go through now that im living with other people other than my pangga.. how i cant do what ive been used to doing.. like walking around naked.. hahaha! =p kidding! like taking my time in the shower.. washing the plates the following day.. doing laundry anytime.. ironing my clothes anytime.. eating whatever is in my fridge.. everything has a schedule now.. and everyone has to consider well..everyone else.. =)
 
this is going to be another character-building change.. =)

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

nais ko

Nais Ko
Side A ~
 
 
Nang makita ka'y 'di ko malaman
Saan ka galing, sa'n paroroon
Nakuha mong kausapin ang aking pusong
Nakakulong

Ilang araw, ilang buwan ang dumaan
Tayo'y naging tunay na magkaibigan
Kahit malayo ka'y parang nand'yan ka rin
Sa aking piling, o, may lihim
 
CHORUS
Nais kong sabihin sa iyo
Mahal kita, 'di kita iiwan
Nais kong yakapin kang mahigpit
Kailanman ay 'di kita pababayaan
Mahal ko, mahal ko

Mga larawan mo'y nasa paligid
Minamasdan at hinahagkan
At habang lumilipad ang aking puso
May binabanggit, may sinasambit

[Repeat CHORUS]
 
Hooh
 
[Repeat CHORUS except last line]
[Repeat CHORUS]
 
CODA
Nais ko
Ooh

you are somebody

~ daily motivator ~
 
There's no need for you to strive to be somebody. You are somebody already, with your own unique gifts to offer life.

What a waste it would be to spend your whole life seeking to be someone you're not. What a true joy it is to spend your moments expressing and fulfilling the authentic person you are.
 
Today is a day to dance your own dance, to sing your own song. Live the joy that is yours to live, and create the beauty that is yours to give.
 
Pay no attention to the fleeting, superficial vision of success that the world seeks to sell you. Build a success that has real meaning for you by being true to who you are.
 
Most of the disappointments you've experienced have been the result of striving to follow someone else's dream. Let go of the need to do that, and feel the freedom, the amazing effectiveness, and the exhilaration of living a purpose that is truly you.
 
You are somebody unique, valuable, beautiful and worthy of the best life has to offer. Now is the time to fully live that truth.
 
-- Ralph Marston