alone
it has almost been 3 weeks since i held my pangga's face in my hands.. 3 weeks since a part of me has died.. well, it feels that way..
going out and being around friends helps.. but only temporarily.. dont get me wrong though.. i am very thankful to have them.. who tries to make me laugh.. who knows when to keep quite when i feel like crying..
but at the end of the day.. i go home to 'our' unit.. lay down in 'our' bed.. and then reality hits me.. he will not be coming home from work today.. i will not be getting my hug.. i will not be eating dinner with him.. i will not be holding his hands.. and then again.. im alone..
posted by jane @ 1/31/2007 04:23:00 PM
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*hugs jane*
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netnet hugs jane tight. *HUUUUGGGZZZ* mare wish i could at least drop by there.. to keep you company at least for a weekend.. unfortunately, i had probs with booking for the 24th/25th. :( but i will surely surely try to request for a rebook... :D
hugz dearie!! hmuah ;-)
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